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Friday, April 9, 2010

constant variable : sayang !

nie la summarization hidup saya *ada ke words summarization??....hak2...bantai jelah!*

dan saya sangat sayang semuanya.sayang.sayang dan tetap sayang.
jujur...its ironic sebenarnya.
sayang tp mcm xsayang jugak..
lari2...ikut time.
okey..kira sayang la jugak!
sebab.....
IB= my life
and i love my life!!!!


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weee~~~ *wink3*

post emo di malam yg hectic.......

saya rasa saya xlengkap nk buat apa2 pon tanpa dia.
cepatlah pulang!
saya nk tengok awak!
sekurang2nya nmpak awak depan mata...
itu membuktikan awak masih lg bernafas!

rasa burden gila nk buat kerja.
kerja kelab kite banyak taw!
saya nk buat tp xder awak rase cmxbest jer....
sbb mcm selama nie awak yg banyak runningkan kerja kelab...
semua awak buat sendiri....tp bila awak xde..
rase lost la jugak....
awak jer booster dose,catalyst saya yg paling berkesan!
tlg la balik cepat!
uwaaaaa~~~

saya kadang2 rasa mcm bukan kawan terbaek awak pon ade.
sebab...
benda2 basic pasal awak or any latest update..
saya xtahu ape2 pon...
kejamlah awak.
okey fine...kdg2 saya rasa serba salah nk call..
tkut ganggu awak berehat ke hape kan....
tp at least...saya nk dengar suara awak.
cukup.
untuk buat saya lega sikit.
call saya langsung xberangkat.mesej?harapanlah nk balas...
please!apa yg saya nak buat nie?
xtentu arah tau tak??

td nmpak awak update status kt fb.
saya tgur...xkn xleh nk reply??
wuarghhh~!

benci lah! to mr guyfriend, awak budak baek yg selalu buat saya annoyying!

Monday, April 5, 2010

HUUU...HURM..;((

ya allah.
saya tahu dia selalu sakit.
tp ini 1st time saya tgk dia sakit begitu teruk.
sumpah.saya xsedap hati tgk keadaan dy.
huuu~

nk menangis?saya xmampu nk menangis.
cuma.saya betul2 risaukan keadaan awak.
awak mmg mcm tu.
dh taw diri tu selalu xsihat.
jgn selalu pksa diri buat mcm2.
sape yg susah nti?
awak jugak kn?
saya risau.
hari2 teringat mcm mn la keadaan awak nti.

kalaulah saya boleh peluk,dah lama saya buat.tp xboleh.
kalau byk masa untuk saya spend ngn awak.dah tentu saya buat.
tp keadaan xmengizinkan saya buat mcm tu.

end of line...
saya doakan awak xapa2.please...kuatkan semangat awak!
kalau boleh saya nk selalu ada disisi awak!
sbb awak kawan-baek-saya-sampai-mati.
ingat,walau apa pon yg terjadi...


SAYA TETAP SAYANG AWAK.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

MARA interview YANG mcm SENGET.

okay nie nk sambung post pasal interview....
hee..
saya sampai di HQ mara jam 1030 pg.sebab interview pukul 11pg.
sesampainyer kt sana,inbox msg from salwa ngn najib saya bru perasan.
then bila bukak dan baca...mereka dua2 orang sudah lepas!wuarghhh~!cuakkk!!!

then ada announcement g ke lobby.nk dftar n amik giliran interview.
masa tu saya jumpa salwa. dy adalah batch terakhir untuk kos engineering utk ditemuduga.pada hari jumaat. untuk kos2 yg lain,sume dah selamat di interview starting 13-16hb. me 17hb utk kos dentistry. so the last day!hari jumaat plak tu!barakah betul.....
at the same time,saya still ada masa nk text najib.hilangkan kegementaran. hahaha!at the same time,try cari dy,cuma sekilas lalu jer dy selisih berjalan sebelah saya kot masa tu. he's wearing black n silver tie if not mistaken....


saya dapat panel 1 giliran ke 12. mcm among the last jer....xpelah. then i was assigned g naek kt bhgian penganjuran pelajaran (BPP)...coz panel saya kt situ.hoho~!
then kat masa kat lobby tulah 1st time saya jumpa NANI HANAPI which now dah jadi kawan saya kat KMS nie!hehe

before saya naek,mak peluk saya n cium pipi. kuat mak peluk.saya dah sebak.mak cakap,buat elok2. selawat banyak2.nanti dah siap,call mak.


well saya pon naeklah lif....then sesampai jer kt tingkat 3....mcm nk tercabut jantung pon ada.muka seketul2 manusia yg dtg interview suma hebat seyh!kecuakan melampau suda melanda....gigil tayah ckp la...pucat muka ney!hahaha...dgn yg pkai blazer sepasal..muka masing2 nmpak confident n x byk bercakap.mungkin dah get ready nk muntahkan sume words dlm mulut kt interviewer nti..hoho~!tp saya xmcm tu.saya kalau dh cuak,saya akan gelak kuat2..cakap kuat2 n lagi aktif nk bercakap ngn orang...pelik kn?masa tu mmg sibuk lah mulut saya nie cokcekcokcekcokcek ngn orang kt kiri ngn kanan saya....xpasal2 jadi mangsa....huu

we were told untuk masuk dlm bilik menunggu..which i can say is discussion room. while waiting for my turn,saya sempat bersembang ngn shakila amira,which now also my college mate kt sini skg!hehe....n time tu jgklah saya perasan mazuwan n asyraf.semua diorng ini saya jumpa time interview.satu persatu calon kuar dr bilik tu.almost tengahari,just left me and asyraf. sumpah,muka budak nie sgt kerek.tp saya still nk ajak dy bersembang. haha..he's a kelantanese boy...tp berat mulut.finela kan....tiba2 en azlan masuk.panggil kitorng dua orng serentak.suh tunggu kt luar.ktorng pon masing2 pandang muka masing2...xtaw sape yg nk masuk dlu.panel kitorng same je. then en azlan kuar....

EN AZLAN : ORANG KEDAH BOLEH MASUK DLU...*sambil tersenyum*

???????????waaaaaaaaaaaa nk balikkkkkkkkkkkk..cuak gila babbunnnn!!! asyraf senyum n ckp kt saya good luck. saya bangun,betulkan baju n melangkah masuk dlm bilik panel.bismillahhirahmanirrahim...........

SAYA : ASSALAMUALAIKUM PUAN. *panel saya dua2 orang adalah perempuan*

PANEL: WAALAKUMUSSALAM..OK PLEASE GET UR SEAT...*senyum jugak.tgk cara mcm santai*

PANEL 1 : SO...HOW ARE U TODAY?IM SURE U CANT SLEEP WELL LAST NIGHT. THINKING ABOUT THIS MORNING NIGHTMARE RIGHT?*then dy gelak2...saya pon cover2 balik laa....senyum n angguk2*

sumpah.lepas duduk atas kerusi tu.segala debaran semua hilang.saya pon xfaham kenapa.tgk panel mcm relaks.thats why laa kot....huhu..tp santai.best2!!!heeee~

PANEL 2 : OKAY...CAN I CALL U LISA?SO BASICALLY LISA, WHAT MAKES U WANT TO BECOME A DENTIST??* mak ai,xpyah introduce diri sendiri ke?perghh ini saya suka!hahahah*

LISA : I WANT TO BECOME A DENTIST...BLA..BLA..BLA....*xingat dah saya merapu apa,tp yg pastinya merapu untuk menyelamatkan diri sambil buat2 muka senyum+ relaks.hahahaha!*

PANEL : WHERE DO YOU PLAN TO GO TO FURTHER YOUR STUDY?INDIA IS A VERY HOT PLACE YOU KNOW....

LISA : INDIA....BCAUSE..BLA..BLA..BLA....*cakap ikut sedap mulut jer*

PANEL: OKAY, SO WHAT DO YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE TO MAKE U QUALIFY TO POSSES THIS SCHOLAR DESPITE U R HAVING BAD TRAITS IN YOURSELF AS WELL?HOW ARE YOU GOING TO COPE THAT?

LISA: *alamak..dy dah masuk bab intermediate trap death quest....nk bunuh aku la konon?* I THINK I AM A VERY SENSITIVE PERSON. THUS, I CANT SEE THOSE NEEDY PEOPLE LEFT WITHOUT BEING HELP.I ADMIT IM BEING A BIT PERFECTIONIST AND BOSSY, BUT THOSE ARE THE WAYS IN ORDER FOR ME TO HAVE A BETTER WORK QUALITY IN THE FUTURE.BESIDES I ALWAYS THINK THAT,I MUST DO MY VERY BEST TO SATISFY MYSELF.IT DOESNT MATTER WHERE DO I BELONG AT THAT TIME....*lebih kurang macam nie laa yg saya jawab kt dy time tu*

PANEL : *angguk2 and smiling meleret2* WELL, IF U SAID SO....IF U SAID THAT U ALWAYS CAN PERFORM WHEREEVER U BELONG, I THINK MARA DOESNT HAVE TO SEND U TO INDIA SINCE U ALWAYS CONVINCE YOURSELF THAT U CAN ALWAYS SUCCEED,AS LONG AS U GIVE YOUR VERY BEST.U CAN PERFORM IN MALAYSIA TOO...

LISA : *mati aku...alamak!!!!!nie yg paling saya menyampah,sendiri terjun perangkap yg sendiri buat!kurang cerdik betulllll~~!!!*WELL...*sambil senyum*...I CAN STUDY IN MALAYSIA,BUT THE EXPIRIENCE?ITS PRICELESS.THE HARDSHIP LIVING IN THE FOREIGN COUNTRY?ITS PRICELESS.HOW CAN I CHALLENGE MYSELF THEN IF I DONT GET OUT FROM MY COMFORT ZONE?SO, MARA SHOULD GIVE ME A CHANCE TO PURSUE MY DREAMS IN INDIA...*senyum*

PANEL : OKAY...THAT WAS VERY NICE...SO WHAT ARE PLANNING TO DO ONCE U'VE COMPLETED UR STUDIES?STAY THERE OR COME BACK TO MALAYSIA...?WHATS UR NEXT PLAN THEN?

LISA : I DIDNT PLAN TO SET MY OWN CLINIC. I PREFER TO BE THE GOVERNMENT SERVANT OR WORK IN THE MINISTRY OF DEFENCE.I THINK, IF I STUDIES BY USING PEOPLES' MONEY, WHO PAY TAXES EVERY YEAR...THEN WHAT DID I TAKE FROM THEM, I SHOULD BE GIVING BACK TO THEM.COUNTED,MY SERVICES THEN...I HAVE MY OWN REASON. THIS NOT MEANS I DONT WANT TO IMPROVE MY LIFE,BUT I HAVE A DREAM...BLA..BLA..BLA...*smiling*

PANEL : GOOD! I THINK SO FAR THAT WE'VE INTERVIEWED U R THE FIRST CANDIDATES WHO SAYS U DONT WANT TO OPEN YOUR CLINIC..AND YOU GOT SUCH A VISION.WHICH IS GOOD.

PANEL : OKAY,SOME BASIC QUEST FOR YOU DR. LISA...HOW MANY TEETH DO A HUMAN BEING HAVE?

LISA : *cangak sbentar....ini soalan pon nk tanya ka??*.SURE,ITS 32. *laju je ckp sure.padahal teragak2 sbb xexpect dy nk tny soalan mcm tu!sengettt~*

PANEL : SO,DID UR BOYFRIEND ATTEND THIS INTERVIEW TOO??

LISA : ??????????*soalam mcm nie pon mesti ke kena tanya????xdak kaitan langsung...=.="*
JUST A FEW FRIENDS OF MINE.BUT IM THE ONE ONLY WHO ATTEND FOR DENTISTRY. OTHERS ARE APPLYING FOR ENGINEERING AND MEDICINE.BOYFRIEND?YES HE DID COME.A FEW DAYS AGO...MEDIC COURSE...*smiling*

PANEL : OKAY LISA...THATS ALL. ALL THE BEST FOR YOU THEN.OUR SESSION ENDS HERE...DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO ASK?

LISA : I JUST WANNA KNOW, WHERE WILL BE THE RESULTS OUT?ONLINE CHECKED?

PANEL : YEAH.SOMEWHERE IN THE MIDDLE OF MAY.ONLINE CHECKED.

LISA : OKAY THANKS MADAM.REALLY APRRECIATED.NICE MEETING YOU.THANK YOU AGAIN.

and i leave the room. kuar bilik.saya tgk kt asyraf. dan after wish gudluck....saya pon turun la kebawah..lega!semua dah hbes!!!!!

it was memorable.such interview.tanya soalan yg pelik2.xleh bla...hahah!that was my 1st and last interview with mara i guess....hehe

Thursday, April 1, 2010

it has been a year.

it has been a year.
MARA INTERVIEW.
hahaha....dari situlah hidup saya berubah sehinggalah saya tersadai di KMS nie buat seketika...
*seketika tu xjugak la...almost two years kot...huhu*

well teringat zaman dlu kala.
lepas isi borang sana sini....well,paling mengharap is mara scholarship la kann...
ntah,scholar laen xteringin pon nk mintak,saya cukup confident time tuh...nama saya akan dipanggil pegi interview mara *wahh...ayat nk masuk lif tekan butang lif sendiri jek...kah3~!! <----peribahasa baru*

saya ingat lagi time tu....
saya kna g interview kt ibu pejabat mara kt KL tu 17hb april 2009.
haha...masa tu pnya lah excited menjerit dapat panggilan interview..!
smpai xsedar orang kt cyber cafe tu dah pandang semacam...hahaa *kejadah budak nie jerit2??*
time tu jugak terus tepon ayah....n bgtau kt mak kata nti nk kna p KL nih!
ADA INTERVIEW KAT SANA....YEAY~!!!

so masa tu jgaklah sibuk menelepon sana sini...rakan2 seangkatan yg dpt interview mara.
1st batch KP ramai gak yg dpt g interview....more than 10 orang yg dpt.
semua untuk kursus medic dan engineering.xterkecuali..saya wakil tunggal dr KP yg pegi interview atas tiket pergigian~!

hehe...so dipendekkan cerita...
saya pon get ready la ngn resume..sijil pon susun elok2 dlm clear holder..
alaa standard orang nk g interview la kan...
kna buat essay lagi..amik ujian psikologi *YG MCM BANGANG*
pastu sibuk la contact mengontact budak2 batch yg g interview jgk..
nk main tukar2 essay..yelah,cam sedeh gak xder senior nk guide....since kitorng 1st batch.
so menumpang kasihlahhhh kt senior orang...

saya terjumpa satu blog. SHAH KANG. tips ker,or pape jelah pasal interview n IB.. sedare nie lah yg banyak guide saya... mmg baek gler la! sesape nk tips interview...boleh g kt blog dy...just klik kt sini. ada banyak post pasal interview tips..tgk la yg mana korang rasa suka....

saya decide nk pkai baju hari graduasi saya masa kt mrsm dlu.
hopefully,macam mana gilang gemilangnya saya pkai baju tu masa hari graduasi, mcm tu la saya harapkan allah permudahkan urusan saya nti time interview tu.....

sehari sebelum interview.saya sempat kenal sorang candidates ni thru ym.dy pon dpt interview mcm saya jugak.course yang sama,dentistry jugak. nama dy wan muhammad najib. student sbpi selandar,melaka. he got my emel thru a dentist blog yg saya selalu visit. so kinda dah kenal n ada kawan untuk temuduga hari yang sama.cuma bezanya,saya lambat sejam dari najib.

since interview day 17hb, 16hb saya ke KL. stay umah pak lang kat sana. then the next morning, dy yg drive saya ke sana. sumpah pagi tu,saya x lalu nk sarapan. mak saya dah gelak2...hadoyy~~ nerves taktau nk cakap laaa....

so sesampainya kt sana...n apa experience interview..saya akan cerita dalam post seterusnya nanti...bye~!

*alasan sakit tgn nk menaip*


 
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