its sumthing like tearing my heart when seeing him in those pict with that gurl..
haish..why am i acting like this???
im the one who let him go..
im da one who let him suffers at the first place..
and..
im the one who being cruel,selfish and many other things that i might say that the fault is being blamed on me...
its unfair to him..
if im not willing to let him go..
my bad...
im the one who think that i deserve better than him..
i was so selfish...yeah...very selfish...
to make tat decision...
when making that decision...
im sooo determined...but i forgot something...
i forgot to consider that...
maybe...
that one day...
i will turn to him back...
cuz i realised how his presence had change me a lot...
almost entire thing in my life...
until now...
yes..
until now...
but now...
he's gone...
he had move on to a new life..
so am i..
and have to...
why now that i realised that i still need him??
its ok2..
i have to be strong..
i have to wake up,stand still and brace the life
and never do the same dumb mistake again!!!!
APPRECIATE SUMTHING BEFORE ITS GONE....
DUN EASILY LET A PERSON THAT REALLY LOVE YOU DOWN...CUZ ONCE YOU WANT IT BACK...IT WILL BE NEVER THE SAME ANYMORE...
the reality that i have to face is...
i've lost him...
forever...
not even as friend...
JANGAN CUBA MENCARI KESEMPURNAAN JIKA IANYA BELUM PASTI MAMPU MEMBAHAGIAKAN DIRIMU...HARGAILAH APA YG ADA DISEKELILIMU KETIKA INI...WALAUPUN KADANGKALA IA MASIH BELUM MAMPU MEMUASKAN HATIMU...
KERANA...
MANUSIA TIDAK PERNAH PUAS DENGAN APA YG DIMILIKINYA...
TIDAK MUDAH MERASA BERSYUKUR DENGAN APA YG ADA DI DEPAN MATA...
SEHINGGALAH IANYA TIADA LAGI...
sekarang...saya dah belajar satu benda dalam hidup ni...bukan senang kita nak hargai seseorang tu...bukan mudah juga kita nak tahu betapa pentingnya orang tu pada kita...sampailah dia dh pergi tinggalkan kita...sayangilah orang yg menyayangi anda,lebih banyak daripada anda sayangkannya...tetapi...itu dah cukup untuk anda merasa sangat dihargai,disayangi dan bahagia...percayalah...;D
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segala yg t'jadi ada hikmahnya..mungkin kita akan ditemukan dgn orang lain yg lebih layak utk kita..?? tp klu mmg dah ditakdirkan itu jodoh kita, jgn risau, dia akan tetap milik kita..haha apa bnda aku merapu nie??!! xkira laa..aku nk comment gak..hahaha.. =P
ReplyDeletethanks laa ju eh...
ReplyDeletewell,life goes on as it never ends..
so brace it with thousands smiles..
:D
because when we died in his eyes, he can just wept us away with one single tear. regardless of what kind of tears it was from; the tear of joy, the tear of hatred, the tear of sympathy, just any tear at all. because all it took is just one tear.
ReplyDeletebecause when we sense the moment, we’ll freely let go of our hands from him. we’ll let go of anything that was keeping us attached from him. that is why all you need is one single tear.
and we’ll die together with the memories of him. in that way, we will never be able to forget him. how could us? when all we could see was him.
again, what am i to you?
just a little germ.
what is a germ compared to a gem.
eka...a tear is done..
ReplyDeleteso the chapter is closed..
a new chapter has been opened..
thus,curved a smile in the 1st page of that chapter..
those thing will never stop...no ends..
and again...tears is a must...to end the chapter...
n tats what we call...LIFE