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Wednesday, December 19, 2012

post istimewa buat sang doktor pencinta adiwira samudera vs meroyan week

lately, makin dah kenal bakal-bakal doktor yang bercinta dengan tentera, precisely tentera laut.
seronok pula kenal. accidentally while blog walking.
yang paling muda, of course it me lah! hehehe~
dorang pun dah dekat-dekat nak final year and so do their partner... mesti dah commisioned and in service.

dah banyak jumpa blog military partner, but what attract me most is yg of course lah yg 'sekapal' dengan I, ala-ala feeling lebih gitew. not to be biased. it's just a pleasure you feel the same thing when entitiled as a navy partner and medical student at the same time. to know their side of story, their experiences... well of course somehow it differs a lot. p/s: yg military partner yg bukan doctor jangan lah terasa tau. maksud saya, kalau dapat yang sesama nasib, tu lg feeling..macam cikgu dengan cikgu, lebih serasi gitewww hahaah!

*tak habis2 word feeling aku -___-*

sebelum tu, nak share le sikit kisah mak sedara aku yg sorang ni. dia ni bini navy. seboleh-bolehnya aku taknak dia tahu yang aku ni berkawan dengan navy jugak. kang ada je lahhh yang dia nak korek-korek. eh helo..sangatlah tak best okay. tapi ada sekali tu pergi Lumut, (rumah dia lah kat dalam base tu), tetiba terburst la pulak cerita *mulut adik aku la yang tertelan ulat bulu nih, gatal je mulut tu nak bercerita*... and confirm la dia dah tahu!

aku diamkan ajeeeeee. malas ahhh nak melayan. 
pakwe aku bukannya commisioned lagi pun nak bising-bising bagai.

pastu dia cakap

"Kak long, (in which dia adress aku) , kalau kak long xdak calon lg, mau je **** nak kenal-kenalkan kak long dengan ada sorang Lt. Dya ni. dok mencari calon. kot-kot le mahu...tp kalau hendak juge boyfren kak long tu, lambat lagi nak habih belajar...tunggu leeee" *gelak-gelak*

perghhh panas gua dengar. ngalahkan gua ni anak dia pulak lah kannnnn~
sebok jelahhhh. 
haihhh marah beteii beb... naseb baik mak aku counter-attack balik

"nak kalut apaaa la ***** oi... berkurun lagi budak tu nak habis ngaji. biaq lah study dulu bg habih...sok ni kawin juga dengan navy kalau ada rezeki. pangkat pun sama jugak la... doa jelahhh"


dia ingat aku ni hadap pangkat sangat agaknya. tak menyempat nak suruh aku kahwin bagai..eii sumpah menyirapppp~
study anat pun menyemput lagik...sebok nak arrange aku suruh kahwinnnnn~. ergh nyampah iolssss

ok dah, habis.yay! *insert bunyi tepuk tangan here. LOL*

currently tengah menyemput belajar Reproductive block. ohnomnomnom. 
ada mid course assessment this coming Friday. 
si dia kat kem tu pun tengah prepare untuk final sem agaknya...
banyak esaimen, banyak benda kot nak disettlekan..sampai aku dibinitirikan.
wakakaka.
iyer boleh leteww.

eh awak, tahniah yer Eco Challenge hari tu, batalion awak dapat Batalion Diraja and you were a part of the team! yeahhh sooo proud of youuuuu! gagahnyaaaa tengok awak usung tayar Land Rover! rindu pindewww~


to kak Liyana Halim and Jannah the Nanny, cam best lah kenal korang! ehe~. looking forward to meroyan secara berjemaah yer nanti! :P

p/s: ni post vent out jer. nothing else matter.

till then ciao! ti amo arrivederci~ <3>



Friday, December 14, 2012

aku yang tersakiti...

there is a story between a girl and a future air-force officer to-be.

they were in love with each other though they never admit or confess to one another that they were in love. the guy was so caring, and kept accompanying this girl, though sometimes the guy do left her sometimes due to duty calls. and from this guy.. this girl grew to become a strong girl to love a military man. 
just one single thing that makes them cannot keep the love grows..is because family matters. the girl is his mother cousin though they were the same age.

the girl took the courage to tell the boy that she loves him. the guy said so as well.
but...

"Girl... I cannot love you. family bound us together."

"Why? we still can get married though."

" Yes i know that. there's no wrong in marrying you my dear but we must think about our future, what will other family members will say? your parents? my parents? I can't... but keep remember. I'll never valued a girl more than I've valued you. it's just I can't. please understand me."

then the girl went frustrated so much. she was disappointed with that guy so much. she tried to forget that guy, and just considering that the guy is his nephew. but she seems failing to do that. the guy keeps a distance away from her. she's really hurt when the guy did like that.

but... she never stop thinking of that air-force guy.



until about a year later... the girl now found her new love.
a bold soldier.

the soldier love this girl so much. the girl also love this soldier. they're enjoying their happy moment together.
until one day... the girl try to contact the air-force man. just to check out his life.

"Girl... I'm happy my best woman ever is in love and having joy and the soldier could give you the happiness that I couldn't give to you."

"I hope we can still be friend..though after all that happen to us. I don't like us to be apart like this although i have my beloved soldier by my side..."

"No...I need to stay away from you... I hope you'll understand how hurt I am when I cannot bear to see his face while at the same time I am happy to see that you're happy with him. cause I'll never be that guy."


the girl cried. don't know exactly why she should cry when she heard the air-force guy said like that. she just felt crestfallen. being thoughtful of the memories of the air-force guy and presently she already have her soldier...

slowly... she just need to accept the reality.. though it is not easy. her life now is with the soldier.. no matter how deep her love for the air-force guy was.

but it is still hard though...

she just hope that one day.. she could love her soldier the way that she used to love the air-force guy....

THE END.



p/s: just found the idea of writing it, based a true story. :)

Sunday, December 2, 2012

61days of October and November

Assalamualaikum and greetings my dearest blog reader.


It's Sunday. 
1st Sunday in December. date pun cantik haa 02/12/12. 
banyak nyerrrr dua. my favourite number. ehe
wuhoo.
hahah

intro tak berkeyakinan langsung.
ehem.. agakla. dua bulan lebih tak ada masa nak update blog.
sibuk sikit. last 2 months banyak event.
dengan subjek a bit heavy, sampaikan takde masa.
ada juga a few readers entah mana jumpa link FB account aku siap PM suruh update blog. 
alololo...terharu sekejap. ihiks. *insert gediks tone here*
ni pun ikutkan curi curi masa je update haa. minggu ni ada final block Nervous System. 

okay mari kita melirik segala aktiviti Oktober dan November sehingga ke hari ini.

last 2 month merupakan bulan yang sungguh padat dan mencabar minda dan stamina juga kerana terlalu banyak event.
we'll go by months la yer.




O.C.T.O.B.E.R

block pada bulan Oktober merupakan block sangat menarik. Gastrointestinal System a.k.a GIT. selepas Respiration System. 
dalam block ni basically belajar pasal sistem penghadaman manusia. *well obviouslah kan, apa yang kau nak expect lg?

dan dalam block ni la kali pertama terkena gastritis! uwarghh rasa nak berkuntau je bila sakit ni. semua kerja jem tak leh jalan. dah la masa tu nak dekat Midcourse. serius dah risau tak boleh study, makanya boleh jahanamlah carry mark ke final kalau xboleh score betul-betul. tp alhamdulillah, dalam masa 3 hari aku dah okay balik, sempat study sikit je. memang masuk exam habis tawakal lah. tapi alhamdulillah marks okay. syukur. Allah tolong dengan izinNya. 

lepas exam jer, perut pun dah okay sikit, saje memanjakan perut ke Seoul Garden kat IOI Puchong. kekekekeke~

                                           

eat while you can't get fat!!!! LOL

oh ye tahu apa tu gastritis? kalau dalam bahasa yang orang selalu sebut tu..alaaa...yang gastrik gastrik tu laa. asal sakit perut masuk angin sebab skip makan, orang cakap kena gastrik leteww. but to correct, it's not gastric. it's what we call gastritis. gastric dalam medical line tu sebenarnya 'perut.' memang la kan semua orang ada gastrik, tapi tak semua orang ada gastritis. faham?

sama juga macam appendicitis. tu maksudnya dia ada sakit appendiks. ni orang keep cakap "appendik, appendik" salah tu.  appendiks tu semua orang ada, cuma bezanya bila orang yang sakit appendiks tu kita kata dia ada appendicitis.

nak bagitahu...so that korang yang from non medical line boleh berlagak sikit tahu term medical...
kalau ada perkataan yang berakhir dengan "tis", itu bermaksud organ/bahagian tersebut telah terkena inflammation. kalau istilah bahasa melayu baku aku, inflammation ni keradangan. *pejadahnyelah kerengsaan*

so,
bronchitis = radang paru-paru
gingivitis = radang gusi
conjuctivitis = radang mata
rhinitis = radang hidung
arthritis= radang sendi

praktis = ?

jawapannya : makes perfect. wakakakaka. okay taklawak sangat.
tu aku saje nak melawak, tapi tak jadi.

okay, that weekend lepas exam... ada BLS School Tour ke SMK Dengkil. in which depan rumah aku sewa je. macam biasa. this time tak jaga station baby dah, jaga adult CPR. :)


mannequin yang bertuah dapat 1st kiss dari aku pagi itu yer..kehkehkeh~

mannequin yang pasran dicium aku untuk CPR. wakakakak~

demonstration of choking Charlie. they are performing abdominal thrust.

 malam sebelum tu,sempat lagi aku together dengan kakak usrah aku, pergi rumah Dr Fuad untuk hadir kuliah fiqh perubatan dia dengan wife dia. sebelum tu dah grab buku ni kat MPH. serius menarik. banyak topik yang boleh dibincangkan. I think somehow it's good in  preparing me to become a good Muslim medical practitioner soon. bukan apa, study medik is one thing, but at the same time kena sync together dengan keperluan dan selari dengan hukum syarak. takdelah kan jadi doktor yang buta-buta je yang practice tapi kena juga amik tahu pasal perihal fikah yang berkaitan dengan bidang perubatan yang xramai orang tahu/ ambil mudah.

Fikah Perubatan. RM22

bulan ni jugak aku telah menjadi volunteer untuk training Basic Life Support untuk pelajar fakulti perubatan Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM).  




at first, I was rasa a bit inferior la kan. sebab diorang ni pelajar dah 4th, 5th year... while me baru 2nd year tapi kena ajar diorang untuk proper asas pertolongan kecemasan. sebelum ni buat dengan budak-budak sekolah je bila ikut BLS School Tour, takpelah. kalau kelentongkeletong pun takde hal. *eh tak tak tak bukan nak kata sebelum ni banyak kelentong, but yeah bila dah deal dengan orang yang lebih berilmu tentang medicine, dah posting dalam pelbagai bidang dalam perubatan, jadi kredibitli a bit tercabar lah. sebab diorang lebih tahu banyak benda.

but it went well and smoothly alhamdulillah. :)




and Allah's miracle... masa ni lah terjumpa semula kawan lama yang hampir 6 tahun tak jumpa sejak pindah MRSM from SMK Sultan Badlishah, Wafiuddin Rujhan. He's a 3rd year medical student of UPM. single or taken taknak amik tahu, tapi dia dah banyak berubah la. badan dah built up sikit. hahaha!
kebetulan dia datang untuk training Sunathon under Sunathon committee.

me and wafi :)


towards the end of October, I attended the Sunathon course. oh buat yang tak tahu, Sunathon refers kepada program berkhatan beramai-ramai. this is CUCMS tradition through a program macam community services every year buat kat seluruh Malaysia in which we Le Tour De..... for my batch, we've done 2 programs so far, Sunatour Senawang (YR1) and Le Tour de Ketereh (YR2)

since nak pergi LTD Ketereh in next November and masa year 1 dulu tak amik course Sunathon ni, saja nak try. bukan apa..dulu i have this kind of fear. takut melihat bendalah tu... erk? pelik kan.. tak kisah la kecik besar ke.. tapi still benda tu memang buat aku fobia. entah kenapa.. 

tapi bila dah naik 2nd year, terfikir pulak macam rugi kalau tak rebut peluang ni. CUCMS student dapat training free, orang lain kena bayar kot. plus, masa ni la nak cari pengalaman baru. tapi serius la, nak follow course ni memang a bit strict. training, theory and practical leads to exam both theory and practical exam.  lagi pulak orang yang ada masalah anxiety macam aku ni, memang problematic lah sket.


me with the kidney dish. kalau terer dalam tu ada apa? cuba teka? hehehe~

time ni tengah buat tyre suture.



basically dalam proses Sunathon training ada Local Anesthesia (bius), Clean and Drape (bersihkan penis dari smegma yang berada pada celahan kulit dan gland using gauze and saline, sterilized by using iodine and drape) , Skin Suture (basic teknik suturing) and Tyre Suture (to mantapkan skill menjahit suture kulit lebihan setelah dipotong) . macam gambar kat atas tu, atas span tu skin suture while another one is tyre suture. 

itu sajaa untuk Oktober. memang dalam masa ni pun sibuk prepare untuk final GIT.




N.O.V.E.M.B.E.R



Finally arrived with Nervous System a.k.a CNS!! trrr~


finally got my lab coat with written name there. :))



oh ye, Dengkil hujan lebat kot. sampai depan rumah banjir. kawasan taman permainan tetiba bertukar jadi tasik. pagi air naik ni, kau ada medical check up program under IKRAM Putrajaya ke Kuala Pilah, Negeri Sembilan. masa ni 1st week CNS. since 2nd week tu takde exam midcourse then terus cuti seminggu lepas cuti baru exam, maka a bit relax lah weekend tu. takde kalut-kalut sangat.

then masa 1week cuti tu, memang tak terasa langsung. nama je seminggu. tapi 2/3 cuti tu dihabiskan untuk travel Cyber-Kelantan. 1/3 cuti je sempat habiskan kat Kedah. and it's my birthday!!! tapi macam sedih lah sebab tak dapat celeb dengan seaman, dia ada kerja. grrr~ padahal dah janji nak pergi jenjalan... geram betul.

tapi takpelah, nasib baik ada cik misi Adila. kehkehkeh... dapat dia belanja BR lagi on my birthday!!!


officially 21!!!





from 13-17 November I was in Ketereh, Kelantan. doing our program.


scenario in the Sunathon Operation Theater. in  this program, 1st time ever in my life, I manage to do complete suture on two boys!!!!! *bunga api letop-letop* and aku berjaya mengatasi perasaan takut aku untuk berdepan dengan benda tu. pegang pun mula-mula rasa takut tapi lama-lama dah okay. :)

all together ada 108 patients yang berjaya dikhatankan on that day.
alhamdulillah, everything running smoothly as planned.



meet my ex-classmate in KMS, Baitul Izzah. :)


all in all it was a success, i really miss my time in Ketereh. this is my CUCMS family. :)


balik dari Ketereh, rush up to Seremban, meeting my Mak... my IB Malay A1 teacher, Ms Azizah. I called her Mak. 


miss her very the muchhhh!!!

 pulang ke Cyberjaya semula, get ready to embrace the Midcourse exam. memang sekali ni all out study, disebabkan cuti yang seminggu tu memang nota langsung tak besentuh ke apa-apa, sampai lepas kelas pun aku stay back kat kolej sampai malam untuk study bermati-matian.
memang bertapa lah kat library tuuu~ 


sepah!


alhamdulillah... all in all the midcourse was fine, though perasan juga a da a few question tu memang silly gila boleh salah, it's okay, i will cover it back during the finall this week.  but this time ada OSCE jugak, for motor and sensory examination, main ketuk-ketuk guna tendon hammer untuk buat reflex!

after the midcourse, the following weekend ada Wataniah.. join flood rescue kat Banting. 



Wataniah CUCMS.


since air banjir dan surut dan dalam rumah kebanyakan rumah dah dibersihkan dari lumpur-lumpur, aku  dengan a few budak wataniah lain just tolong clear compound je


14 Kompeni Medan Perubatan. Kor Kesihatan Diraja.
Lt Muda Dr Nurlisa Kamal.

*ah berangan mungkin? :P


us. CUCMS Wataniah people.


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eh?
special thanks buat si dia yang sangat memahami keterujaan aku untuk join segala mak nenek benda kat kampus. mengorbankan masa weekend, sanggup beri keizinan aku mengenepikan dia *hehehehe* 



missing as always. padahnya bila stuck in navy-medical student relationship is not easy.
keep faith. keep strong. as always. chin up,and smile!


jumpa lagi di lain post ya!

buh-byeee~

 
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